urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lulubird525 lulubird525 lulubird525 2008-03-05T23:03:40Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lulubird525:1271 2008-03-05T23:03:40Z 2008-03-05T23:03:40Z &nbsp;Well, here I am a 21 year old. I've lived in Toronto all my life. I am here as a fourth year university student in Eastern Ontario and I get my first official snow day ever. Squeeeeeeee.<br />I don't know why. I don't think anyone does. The power went out last night. There was freezing rain last night. This morning it was fine.<br />Silly university. I think they just wanted a day off.<br />Yay no night class. No sitting around for 3 hours feeling like the prof is ripping our teeth out in order to get us to talk.<br /><br />Ooh and nine monthiversary. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lulubird525:860 2008-02-10T23:22:20Z 2008-02-10T23:22:20Z &nbsp;I got a necklace with the money Grandma (via mom) gave me for Christmas. I got one last year too. I guess I keep thinking one of these Christmases (most likely 2007) will be her last and I want something memorable.<br />I got a wishbone. It's actually quite adorable. I got it from this website and it came with a piece of paper that said "Make a wish and put on your necklace. Each time you put on your necklace, remind yourself of your wish. the more you believe, the closer you'll be...peace and trust."<br />I wished (and I'll say it outloud, screw it not coming true, cuz I doubt it will anyway). I wished that I could like myself and be happy with me. I try to tell myself it every time I put on the necklace. I guess somewhere deep down, I want to like myself. Some day I hope that happens.<br />I hate what I'm doing to me. I hate that I still do it. I want to be normal; I want to be happy. I want to be me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lulubird525:532 2008-02-02T22:34:50Z 2008-02-02T22:34:50Z &nbsp;Hmmm....perhaps I'll try to use this thing....if only I had an audience....